a reminder

i dont want hating people just because they are close with someone else.i strongly believe that they have a good reason.why they do that.why they feel awkward being with me.this is life.i must be strong.noted that  i always strong.no one knows how i feel inside .deep inside my heart.i hurt a lot.friends.not easy as abc.cause they are human.maybe because i am a small-sized person.i keep saying to myself that thats not the reason lah.well afterall,physical differences have put a barrier between myself and friends.i think i am a nice person.even some of them say i am kind.kind sbb kecik.

i act like a smart person,when i would like to post fb status or even tweet on twitter it feels nah i cannot express my anger anywhere.smart people dont do this kind of thing.Allah S.W.T is everything.tell him.let your anger in doa.insyaallah it will be fine.i always observe people surrounding me and also through fb or twitter.through their picture sometimes can tell 1001 meanings.and i learn a lot.i look up some smart people ,look at their words and manners.and i think half of me is like smart people.haha.hopefully i get 9a’s.

insyaallah everything single thing happens have a good hikmah .you just have to work out towards the problem and reda.insyaallah the faith will make you strong.




my recent updates

assalamualaikum ..

today is 8/11 .i finished my first week of le exam , SPM..hard so hard.to manage time .to study smart and to burn the midnight oil.also i have to defend my sickness.

getting hold to it.this is life,i believe there are many positive things behind all this. Allah S.W.T nk test me .its okay,reda dan tawakal.i already did my best.i want the A+.its mine.subjek2 asas harus score.tapi sejarah amat mengecewakan. semua yg hafal tak masuk.some people said soalan bocor so they had changed the questions.so that was me,reka my own facts smbil jwb soalan.haha

tapi insyaAllah A.well when you are in exam mood lagi2 big exam like SPM , many people care about u.told ya,my family gave me moral support yg sgt worth untuk ingat .SPM sy sgt best ! itu saya nk ingat.my sister called me almost everyday,mlm first day ,all of my siblings wished me good luck.i felt so strong .parents xpyh cakap .they bought me baju,tudung,beli ubat ,seeing them made me cry .deep inside.i love u.i love u guys so much,

also the teacher.cikgu2 TMS sgt bgus,never crossed in my mind that they would  care so much about us.briefing pagi2 cikgu-cikgu suruh buat yg terbaik.ada sedu sedan dlm suara.rasa sayang.ya ! rasa sayang nak tinggalkan tms.cikgu2 semua.my dear cg sumi semua.sob sob..lepas habis satu paper,mereka sedia makanan,cg sanggup bwk,redah hujan sbb pelajar2 duk sibuk revise.pdhal dekat je pun.i overwhelmed.

i feel love is everywhere.love between humankind .fantastic !

next paper ada gap 10 hari kot.alhamdullilah.3 subjects to go through,then cuti 4 hari.pastu smbung dgn kimia dan bio.semuanya jd 3 minggu.tiga minggu membawa beban dan harapan ibubapa,guru,family,kawan,jiran.. .HAHA ! tiga minggu yg menentukan your next step in life.duhh.

byk memori school life .feel like want to blog it.i know someday i will miss school life 😦


till then.i have to stop.bye !